Doom (LJ)

I have gone beyond jealousy of all the people who have learned to use the computer for their art and have gone straight to "I fucking give up."

Also, Christmas. With no cousins, my sis having a baby, having a Migraine, and having an Ex contact me I am am just not in the mood to be jolly for some reason.

FUCK YOU OCHELTREES! Fuck my whole messed up family who can't get their heads out of their asses long enough to realise they have DESTROYED an entire branch of their family tree due to their cruelty and stupidity.

God Damn, I can't even say that around the rest of my family because they are still hoping for reconcilliation.

I say: To hell with that. They are the ones who dumped us like used kitty litter.

They are the ones who used myself and my sister as weapons in this little Jihad they started over nothing.

In fact, they are total disaster areas that let their kids run wild and then decide that when they have had enough of their own kids bad behaviour that they need to take out their weirdness on us.

Phooey.

I really hate this time of year, you know?