Mwa Ha?

Well, well well....

Can't anybody involved in my care make up their f***ing minds?

What is this "well, you might be Bi-Polar but also prolly Borderline..."

And my mom saying "Well, you've been lazy.... both mentally and spiritually." Meaning, whatever is wrong with me is my own damn fault and she can feel good about blaming me?

WTF.

I know people aren't mind readers and can't just get to the bottom of things right away if symptoms are confusing... but this beats all. It really f***ing does.

Okay, I have not been having a good year. Mebbe 2005 will be some WONDERFUL year of denouements (i know it's spelled wrong) and marvelous things happening. Mebbe I will get cured! Mebbe my mum will get off my back about well, pretty much everything.

Mebbe not. But I can only hope that with the ringing in of a new year good things will come. And THIS year I might even celebrate Chinese New Year. Helps to hedge your bets right?

Right.

That is all