Visit at Metro (LJ)

My mental health is more interesting to me than to any poor schmuck who actually reads my journals but I have to go to a Pdoc appt downtown and how cool is it that the main office is called Metro?

I mean, I have to go down town, I have to battle traffic and bad parking and rude people but I get to go to METRO!

Sounds cool.

Now if only my Pdoc would get a frickin' clue about BP! 0_o

Tegretol (LJ)

Okay, it's April 8th and I've had a UTI that was sooo bad I almost got sent to the hospital. In the wake of that I have been exhausted and my Tegretol isn't helping much.

This med is not really as effective as I would have hoped... I am not really manic but have been depressed and irritable. Not having a job right now contributes to that but not as much as one might think...

*sigh*

Please enjoy my new art. Also, I'm taking a webpage design class so hang over to [link] and check out my design. Some links won't work but there was only so much I could do in 3 hrs. Ciao!

LINK NO LONGER VALID :D

O__o (LJ)

Well.

The most exiting thing to happen to me in ages happened yesterday!

On Neopets My Aisha was painted Baby! This will not mean doodlie to anyone who isn't a massive time waster on the site, but for those who know, it is a big thing.

I am still looking for a job, but I have seen my College counselor and I have a game plan.

Also, I will soon have new! art up. Yay!

So, stay tuned and in less than a week, I will amaze you! (maybe)

ta for now!

Also, click the lick above, make an account and become addicted. It's a good thing

Ugh. Job Hunting (LJ)

Ugh.

I quit my job on the 10th.

(Why don't I ever actually write about this stuff WHEN it happens?) Anyhow, my bosses were looking for a legal way to let me go so after a whole year of me being able to make my own hours, they set me up with having to come it at 8:00am. I figured quitting with a two weeks notice while I still had my dignity beat getting fired for "Attendance issues." Phooey. So I am out looking for work again... And preferably something with benefits so I can stay on my psych meds.

Also, on the day I quit I got into a car accident which involved me making a right turn, blinker on, light green... and someone making a YIELD left turn smashing the back of my truck. 0_o It's not even my car you turds! My car is still out for engine repairs!

So now I am driving a rental while my car gets fixed. Whoopie.

I had to go off of Lamictal, which I was liking, because I suddenly developed a rash. Everyone was pretty sure it was due to the Lamictal so I had to cease taking it immediately. TT__TT Why me? Anyhow, so I was unmedicated for nearly two weeks which, combined with my period was just enough to really push me over the edge mood wise.

On V-day my sis and mom decided to go to the Tree's house to try to show them some kindness. Now, before I go on, I will admit to making my aunt a bracelet and earrings for her birthday which is on the 13th. Anyhow, she loved them I guess. (I packaged them in a Sweethearts box and put the conversation hearts in the little white jewelry box I made for the jewelry) My sis and I had made choccie spoons in dark, milk and white (which I flavoured with orange oil) and Mom and Sis had the brilliant idea to take a package of our spoons, and some store bought V-day cookies and a card, over to the Tree's house.

Well, Satan answered the door apparently and then (boo-hoo) The visage of his sister-in-law, Niece and her new baby (My awsome little Liv) Must have scared him because he ran and called his mommy.

To make a long, weird story longer. I freaked out when Mom and Sis didn't come out right away and called my dad and grandma. (Did I mention that I'm un-medicated?) Anyhow, because Satan came to the window and stared out at me for almost 2 minutes (Not a casual glance outside, he stared. at. me.) I was getting panicky and I called my support system.

HAHAHAHAHHA! This really, really, really, really upset my grandma who called my mom the next day and chewed her out. Ironically, everyone was wondering how the hell she knew and I was like "gee, I cannae think of how she found out" Which I meant. Well. Turns out I just couldn't remember because I had called in such a panic that after it was all said and done, it had passed from my mind. I mean, it's a normal thing to call my grandma.

To make this story even longer, everyone got upset at me (Even tho we had already told my grandma we were going to deliver the spoons) for "letting the cat out" and I've had a shitty two or three days.

I am still getting over Pneumonia. With the rainy weather and fog I feel stuff continuing to lurk in my lungs and I'm looking forward to getting rid of all of it.

DAMN. I just want to feel better, have a good job and BE HAPPY. Is that too much to ask?

Yeah. I thought so.

SICK and Feeling Better (LJ)

Mood: Crappy
Listening to: LOTR soundtrack 3
Watching: LOTR 3

Craaaaaaaap. I need more tea in my life. I've been relegated to the couch for the week, getting foamentations. Dun ask.

I am so sick I am even coughing up blood. This is not cool.



I really need some sleep. Too bad everything hurts too much.

WAH!
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Feeling Better.

Journal Entry: Sun Jan 30, 2005, 6:23 PM

Mood: Sort of Evil
Listening to: For Fruits Basket

I love Akito Sohma.

I know it's not even right but I see so much of myself in him.

(Yes, for those wondering I do know the secret)

Anyhow, he seems like he has alot of hurt piled on his shoulders and feels the weight of it crushing him.

*sigh* Why am I blathering about something like this?

I do not know.

Anyhow, I've been downgraded from Pneumonia to Bronchitis and I get to go back to work tomorrow. Yay!

I think I need to do some laundry so I'll actally have something to wear to work.

On a totally weird note: NAMI (look it up of you don't know) is protesting this bear by Vermont Teddy Bear Company... It is a bear wearing a straight jacket and it is called the "Crazy in Love" bear. Well anyhow, NAMI s raising a huge fuss over this bear but I think it is really cute and being Bi-Polar I am not offended at all but I want one! I am conniving one of my friends to chip in half for this bear!

But yeah, the poor VTB is having to say things like "We don't want to offend anyone..." Plus, they aren't gonna make it a permanent part of their line. Phooey. I need to get one before they run out!

BABY! (LJ)

HA! My sis-chan has come and I have seen my awesome niece OM! She is soooooo beautiful! *sigh* I may have to draw her.

Anyhow, we all had pancakes, saw a movie, played board games and got to cuddle! How can you beat that?

You can't I tell you. You just can't.