It Kinda Hurts (LJ)

• Mood: Emotional
• Listening to: Always on Your Side

You know how you feel ok at first. After you've been in an accident?

I mean, the crash, the shock and shaking, the urge to vomit and cry. When that all wears away you feel ok. You're alive, the insurance will pay for the damages and it's not your fault.

Then it hurts. The little aches and pains, the headaches.

I feel like that.



I had to take pictures out of my photo album because I keep crying. They are tucked safely with other photos I don't look at anymore. I just cry a lot and wonder why I am so lonely.

For Halloween I dressed up like Schrodinger's cat. And no, I wasn't wearing a box but that would have been cool. I had a murderous migraine and volunteered at church then went home to do math homework.

I did pass my last math test with 128% and nearly died as that is the first test I have ever taken (math wise) and passed with no wrong answers!

That keeps my grade steady at A+ and I am thrilled.

Flash and Web 1 are so boring I could die but we are in CSS now so at least I am spending a lot of time driving myself crazy. Freaking code. :K

Anyhow. I need to go do some math and maybe delete some more devs.